Double Trouble

I am confused. I dunno why this past few days everything I do seems wrong. I am totally don't understand what the hell is going on with my self! And the crappiest thing, one problem to another problem came out. Shit! What happen to me? 

Plus, this several people really irritates me. Sometimes it feels like I wanna run far far away from this nightmare. *sigh* 

Run to a place where there's only happiness and joyful. If only such place do exist. Saya lah org yg paling bahagia di bumi! hurmmm Everything is not going on the right track. :(

1# : 

I lost my temper. Sehingga lah sy Buang hp smpai pecah cermin? tu lah perkara paling gila  dan bodoh sy pernah buat. Oh tidak! haishhh I didn't realize I'll do such thing when I lost my temper. But this people really make my head naik bengang! But whatever lah. People is people. We couldn't control them. I only can say that I am no more kid that only can stand like a statue. I am a human too. I can get angry and I can be worse.
People change.

2#:  

Yesterday I should go sit for my computer test. But, oleh kerana kerja yg berlambak dan pengurusan masa yg tidak bijak@bongok *ishhh* tidak lah sempat. Terbang lagi duit. Nah ne saturang lagi kesian..memanas dlm kereta tunggu selama 2 jam! Napa bah ne? ishhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! *Sungguh kasihan* :( sorry banget .. Ya sepa la bah juga x pns kan tunggu lama2 dlm kereta. Tapi bukan sy sengaja bah. Hurmmmmmm 

Apa tidak, kena cuci lagi telinga. Bah sy diam-diam ja lah.

3#:

This girl is very annoyed me. When you see her. You probably will say that "oh ini budak bagus ne. Tiap minggu sy nampak dia pigi Gereja". Bah ibu ibu bapa bapa yg di luar sana pun mesti ckp "bagus lagi si anu, tiap minggu pigi gereja,bukan mcm kamu. Mls ja mau bgn pigi gereja". Nah ambik kau ging! Jgn kau fikir org yg jarang pigi gereja ne jahat mcm setan! Tayang muka ja sana. Tunjuk muka baik. Padahal. alalala~ Hey girl, ko tdk sedar kah apa yg ko buat ne? Mau ckp org pun tgk la bah cermin tu dulu. Do you think you good enough to judge people around you? da perfect sgt ker?

Judging people dia lah NOMBOR SATU bah. Itu ini semua la bah x bagus. Anak beranak sama saja. Sibuk hal org. Hal sendiri tdk teurus. Bego! suda gitu, suka btul mau kc sakit hati org. Tidak suka, diam ja lah. Ne mau smpai org panas. Buduh!

PLEASE MIND YOUR OWN BUSSINESS LAH!.

Okay then, I'm done with my rungutan.

Dear Lord, Give the strength. Amen.

Good night and beautiful nightmare!