I got this emo :|

hallo readers and  hello bloggers Thanks for dropping by anyway :)

I was home after the last couples of week staying with my cousin. hmm i have 2 weeks of 'study week' before the final but it more like holiday to me cause i haven't start my revision yet, i waste the past 3 days for doing nothing. bad news huh? 

So it's April fella and everyone is hoping for a better life, something new or a good news ?

oh please be good to me dear April i'm begging you! *fingercross*

I appreciate what i have now and what God gave me, yes i do.But its just that, i need more better person around me. I'm tired of fake people, hypocryte, backstabber and all the kind of bitches. I don't want to live my life with hatred. Nobody does, NO? Yeah i know we have to get used to this kind of people. 

I'm not trying to judge here but i have to do what i have to do. I have to let go the feelings inside. I'm tired keeping it myself. Sometimes i hate myself for don't even have the guts to speak up. I preffered not to fight back but my silence doesn't mean i'm a weak person, i just don't wanna start a fight especially with the people that i love. Even if i know that it was not my mistake and i have the right to speak up but if the people you arguing with is a hot-type of person and can't do a calm conversation, how you wanna settle things up? It's just flaming the fire up. Right? 

I know i'm a human being too, i make mistakes. I'm not perfect as nobody does. I make my family and friends disappointed i know sometimes i'm bad and i regret it, i met a lot of people, the good and the bad. Every wrong things i've done and the heaven and hell i've been through at the past month is a lesson to be learn and everyday i'm praying for a good things, praying for the best and hoping for a miracle. Amen. 

Okayy no more emo heheh.. just so know, this picture were took during my first anniversary. The bad news is, we don't have a romantic dinner or any other plan for some reason and the good news is, we had a pizza delivery and just my luck, i didn't ate it by myself cause my cousin is here. Thank you Mr. Cho and thank you cuzzy for the company :)

okbai.